i wonder

if I am lindsay lohans fraternal twin

not what you would think

but you make me sick.

I'm really going to try

All the things I want.( for the time being)

Some more friends.

A friend thats a boy or a boyfriend;)

And a Car and a job and some clothes..

Why is it so hard to find some decent clothes for a gay man in camarillo!???????????

But really, Sorry If I have seem depressed lately. It is all going to change. I'm not going to waste my time being depressed anymore.

It's not your fault. It was mine all along.

insides

Where did everyone in my life go?

It feels like everyone got on a train and left me behind.

What did I do?? I have no one anymore.

Every night, I think of how It will get better soon, but it hasn't. It's only been getting worst.

I make believe that things are okay, but they really aren't. I can't take this anymore, I want my life back, my friends, my family that used to love me.

I guess I need someone new for me.

I'm running out of time, and I can't keep on like this.

Everything isn't what it seems

It's sad how much you have changed. I mean, I liked it at first, but now it's too much. It's hard to explain, but we're falling apart..