It hurts

It's all lies, a disguise.

to cover up my lost soul.

I want a valentine

When do you think it will all become clear?

I don't know what to do with myself.

All I can do is wait, wait, and wait.

I'm tired of waiting, no progress has been made whatsoever with waiting.

And I really don't have a life so there is no reason to have bad grades. So I have  decided That I want to reach the highest grades I've ever got on a report card. 

However I will probably give up on this soon enough cause I'm a worthless annoying piece of shit.

I fucking hate this town and the fucking assholes that live here, and no I'm not just talking about the homophobic fucks who make fun of me everyday, but they are a big part of it. 

I can't take aymore of this shit.

Fuck You.

oh yeah

my new best friend

~_-

I miss my best friend.

I just ordered shoes online again, they will probably not fit right AGAIN

There was a never a worst time to be alone.

I don't like anyone here.

my mom is going to work in newbury now, And i want to ask her If I can go to newbury high school!

however, as always, I'm  afraid to ask or tell my mom things. But I will ask her eventually.I just need some time to grow some balls.

this week has started off HORRIBLE. And it will only continue to get worst.

My best friend is going to texas the day after tomorow so I will probably watching what I like about you everday for the rest of the week.

xo

i wonder

if I am lindsay lohans fraternal twin